hii hello it's 2021, it's been 14 years since i made this account and wow where did thebtime go huh... 2020 was a mess, actually the past 3 years were, but im still alive, ig that's something. Art was always the loml but for around 4 years or so i felt stuck and uninspired, it's the kind of "what am i doing and what's the point" feeling, but lately i've been slowly finding the joy again by allowing myself to let go of my old style and exploring something new, and it was the best thing for myself. I've missed the excitement of trying something new and learning with fresh eyes. To whoever sees this, I hope this year will be one of your best years, please stay safe and healthy π